Living life has always been an epic battle between my self-conscience and my mind, the result is a landslide victory for my mind, and thus my self-conscience enfolds in guilt and shame. This is what I like too call a “material misconception”, this is when my conscience gives into my mind for the love of worthless material possession, and I know what I’m doing is wrong but I keep on doing it. The glory of sleeping anonymous person(s), robbing people from under their noses is "material misconception”, the eternal materialistic mind or thought, typical man has, which was wrought, centuries ago when a saucer dropped off Adam and Eve on planet earth. Today I will change my misconception to a holistic view on life, where every man deserves respect and to accept that everything I say and do has a consequence on the people around me. If I could change the actions of my null past I would, but as one great man said...(I forgot his name) " It is not your future that will make you stronger but only the lessons learnt from the ghosts of your past", and boy! I have ghosts! Well at least I have many lessons to learn unlike some people! Who only rely on the mistakes of others too get ahead, (carnivorous bastards). Anyway, life’s not always fair in developing countries...."the rich get richer and the poor get poorer", this applies monetary wise and socially, that is people (I am sometimes like this) often want to be like someone else, say a movie star or famous singer, they may have the talent but there aren’t any resources in their nation to cater for such dreams or aspirations, so they have too be content with what they have. Men have always misconstrued this word “content”. "Content", in laymen terms or idiots English, means what you got or have or that is in something... So to be content, is to be happy with what you already have. I have decided too be content in order too relieve myself from this "material misconception". I bet you feel this way sometimes, well don’t beat yourself up for something that can be changed in an instance, if you suffer from “material misconception” all you need to do is contact your self-conscience because if you don’t… you know what they say ehhh! “Small things lead too bigger things”. So if you’re about too steal a laptop, launder money from the company, abuse your power as a company president or affiliated office bearer or simply cheat on your girlfriend/boyfriend, mediate with your self-conscience because your actions affects others. Do not give into your mind because “the mind is the devils playground”, so they say.