The house of cards I thought neatly built,
that gave me warmth, made me fulfilled,
created turmoil and distress, and left me being a giant mess...

the rooms they turned into a tomb,
making me want to return to my mother's womb,
where I was cradled and protected,
and nothing in life had to be dissected...

and the wind it blew, destroyed the house to its foundation,
and the tears they rolled, created desperation,
to not hurt, not cry, not feel anymore,
to be the one that wins this war....

maybe the battle could have been overcome that way,
but God just wanted me to stay,
to fight the good fight, not the one that destroys,
to continue laughing and loving, not treat humans as toys,

so I give thanks to my creator,
please forgive me oh god, for having tried to be a traitor....
give me the strength to carry on, help me build my faith so I can lean upon,
all the power and mercy and love that you give us,
and continue going through life and not fuss...

I thank you for having made all the knives dull....
so let me in time put my sadness to a lull....

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Comment by Andrea on January 13, 2011 at 8:43pm
thank you Cyan, that was very kind of you to say, Happy New Year and blessings your way!!
Comment by Andrea on October 28, 2010 at 11:32am
very much so George... been through hell and back here lately, so time to pick myself up, dust myself off, and keep on going....

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